A PERSONAL JOURNEY OF A PSYCH NURSE LIVING WITH BIPOLAR, ROAD TO SELF-HEALING AND GIVING BACK
As Crazy Does
Crazy Is As Crazy Does
Laying awake in bed dreading another day staring at the ceiling fan go round. ROUND n ROUND n ROUND
Just like the thoughts racing in my mind, one melding into the next at break neck speed where even I can't keep up.
I wanna jump out of my skin.
I can't lay here I can't be here. As the panic sets in I need a way out.
Do I distract myself with pain, do I take a walk at 3am trying to run away from myself, or do I succumb to only solution to stop a maddening world where you are the problem. Well Crazy is as crazy does and i choose to be sane today, i choose to live and love and be....just be for one more day, EVERYDAY.
Welcome to my perfectly chaotic world. I am Yasmin and besides raising two teenage sons and trying to change the world of mental health, I also live with Bipolar II Disorder. I have dedicated my life to the study and development of effective strategies to heal those with mental illness.